why is it so empty?

sometimes i want my memory to be so. i don't know. all those pictures, motion scenes going on in my head, i don't feel any emotional connection to them, but…

sometimes i wish there were none of them. a plain paper. white. empty. vacuum clean. i want no past no future only this moment, i want it virgin pure.

infinity. music. sun. trees. water. air. wind. woods. scentes. warmth. absolute calm. birds singing. lights. window. soberity. smile. dancing. hair. hands. kisses. wine. comfort.

no issues, no efforts, no people, no drama, no lies, no critics, no pointless words, no rot.

forget about it. safe and sound.