i got back to my apartment and this makes me happy and anxious at the same time
this is the place where i belong, but it always reminds of how much money i need to earn and… some stuff that happend through my life.
i'll make it. i'll make it for us.
abut us: i wish so hard i'll never lose it
love my cute ass kabanchic
now he's somewhere with his friend and i am all alone on my big couch.
wish you were here for a strong hug xxoxo
26 July
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6 June
purification
why is it so empty?
sometimes i want my memory to be so. i don't know. all those pictures, motion scenes going on in my head, i don't feel any emotional connection to them, but…
sometimes i wish there were none of them. a plain paper. white. empty. vacuum clean. i want no past no future only this moment, i want it virgin pure.
infinity. music. sun. trees. water. air. wind. woods. scentes. warmth. absolute calm. birds singing. lights. window. soberity. smile. dancing. hair. hands. kisses. wine. comfort.
no issues, no efforts, no people, no drama, no lies, no critics, no pointless words, no rot.
forget about it. safe and sound.
sometimes i want my memory to be so. i don't know. all those pictures, motion scenes going on in my head, i don't feel any emotional connection to them, but…
sometimes i wish there were none of them. a plain paper. white. empty. vacuum clean. i want no past no future only this moment, i want it virgin pure.
infinity. music. sun. trees. water. air. wind. woods. scentes. warmth. absolute calm. birds singing. lights. window. soberity. smile. dancing. hair. hands. kisses. wine. comfort.
no issues, no efforts, no people, no drama, no lies, no critics, no pointless words, no rot.
forget about it. safe and sound.